joi, 18 decembrie 2008

Texas - I\'ll See It Through

am o stare ciudata rau, nu ma pot concentra la nimic, as bea ceai de tei, as scrie despre intamplari cu soricei portocalii si caluti de mare, as zambi exagerat si as cumpara piuneze colorate...si as asculta asta

joi, 21 august 2008

damien rice-lonelity





luni, 16 iunie 2008

azi......



m-as vrea intr-o sala imensa....doar tu si eu, Strauss, oglinzile care ne absorb lacome reflexiile, magnolii si levantica


Strauss - Wienese Woods
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miercuri, 11 iunie 2008




Otis Taylor Just live your life
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miercuri, 16 aprilie 2008

...




Come down, slowly
I'm waiting by your side
Come down, carefully
I'm waiting by your side

I'll grab you when you fall
Down to the waking hours
Silent sweeps as golden corn
Down to the waking hours

How i wish that I could
Break into your dreams
Do I have the force I need
To break into your dreams

I hold you in my arms
Dimmed by scarlet morning red
I whisper in your ear
"Do you dream of me?"

marți, 15 aprilie 2008

am...


..cercei verzi in ureche, mestec chewing gum cu aroma de pepene galben, ascult asta
si mi-e tare dor de tine, iubi drag

joi, 10 aprilie 2008

as vrea...


sa am, acum o fusta lunga, inflorata, batic cu banuti zornaitori si sa danseza asta

luni, 31 martie 2008

tristete...

nu stiu ce ma intristeaza mai mult, faptul ca sunt gresit inteleasa sau ca am apreciat gresit...sau poate pornirea mea atat de naiva, de a aprecia numai calitatile celor din jur si a le minimaliza defectele, pana la ignorare completa...oare cand ma voi trezi din woanderland-ul in care ma incapatanez sa raman blocata?!...

marți, 25 martie 2008

...avea o geanta de lac, de culoarea mierii si se lua foarte in serios pentru asta

...as sta cu tine, langa tine, in tine, as dansa ascultand, cu tine Una musica brutal, am manca piersici zemoase, m-as lasa sorbita de tine, mai apoi...nu stiu..de ce esti asa departe?...vino!...hai!...te astept...a inflorit magnolia...




...aveam o geanta de lac, de culoarea mierii si ma luam foarte in serios pentru asta...

luni, 28 ianuarie 2008

duminică, 27 ianuarie 2008

suicide



Animals don't have a choice.
If they're not happy with their place in the world... too bad.
They have to live the life they've been given.
Humans, on the other hand, don't have to.
We have a choice.
If you don't like your place in the world, you can get off anytime you
want.
Suicide. That's right.
You don't like the way your life's going,
you don't like the way you are in the world,
anything around you, you can check out anytime you like.
Animals aren't allowed that thought
and believe me, if they were, they would use it.
There'd be a lot of dogs and cats, owned by assholes
that live in high-rises, diving out the windows.
Zebras... if they even had remotely that thought
would take a look at themselves and go,"What the F*#K!"
Black& white in a green& brown world... this blows.
I'm just gonna jump in the river....
I don't have a thumb to work a gun or hold a knife
or even open a jar of pills.
I'm just gonna dive into the next lion's mouth.
Why even bother?
"Now, monkeys have the opposable thumb
so they could kinda do it the exact same way we do.
Now, there's a bunch of people that say,
"Oh, it's against the law".
Well, it's only against the law if you do a crappy job and get caught.
Other people say, "Oh, we should save them".
Yeah, well you know what?
Not everybody wants to be saved.
Not everybody should be saved.
And who are we to force our will upon them?
I mean, isn't that one of the joys about being a human?
Freedom of choice?
Now, it's not all bad.
Now, I'm not saying "Kill yourself".
But if you're gonna be an idiot and do it anyway,
it's no sweat off of my back.
There's a lot of good that could come from it.
A little bit of bad thrown in.
Some of the things:
A job will open...
An apartment will become available...
There'll be more air for me...
They say there's two girls for every guy - if you're a man, there'll be
four chicks for me...
There'll be more Ketel One vodka for me...
There'll be one less idiot in line at the bank who gets up to the
window without their fucking slips filled out...
I won't ever have to go to the store to buy my favorite Salt&Vinegar
Chips and have the clerk point at you and say, "They bought the last
bag"....
You won't help change the McDonald's sign to a Hundred Billion
Served...
You'll never get AIDS...
You won't have to worry about calories ever...
No more, "Hey, does this make me look fat?"...
There'll be one less polluting human...
You won't have to recycle...
There'll be one less car on the road...
There'll be more Ring Dings for me...
Fifty or so chickens' lives will be spared...
Your fingers won't ever get red from eating pistachios...
You won't be forced to visit your Grandparents on Sundays anymore...
No more church...
You'll be saying, "Hey, World - Kiss My Ass!"...
No more wet dreams about Supermodels...
No more Barry Manilow...
Not for a few years anyway...
Wondering "Am I a loser?" will be a thing of the past...
Say good-bye to crappy Xmas presents from Aunts and Uncles...
You won't have to suffer through a Motley Crue reunion...
Fuck flossing and brushing...
You'll never lose sleep over a pregnancy scare...
Adios, Acne...
Worrying whether you fit in or not won't be on your brain...
See ya later, homework...
You'll never have to sit through another movie brought to you by the
creators of South Park...
School's out forever....
No more paying bills...
You won't have to do chores...
You won't be able to run over toads with the lawnmower though...
You'll also miss McDonald's French Fries...
Bugs Bunny...
The amazing electrifying feeling that surges through your body when
you kiss someone for the first time...
You won't be able to watch the letterbox director's cut of Jaws...
Candy...
Living above ground...
Pudding crust...
You'll miss the rush of getting your first apartment...
Getting to the point in your life where you can tell your parents to
"Fuck Off! I gotta make my own mistakes, you did"...
You'll miss sex - you'll miss thinking about it, looking for it,
sex by yourself, sex with a partner, sex with multiple partners...
No more summer nights that seem to go on forever...
Roller coasters....
Naming your kid the name you always wanted...
Making a difference in the world...
You'll miss the experience and pleasure of Hallucinogenics...
Watching your neighbor's wife change clothes with her blinds open...
A lifetime of masturbating...
Watching your favorite team sweep the series...
Music, you will definitely miss music...
Trying to sneak into your house drunk - three hours past your
curfew...
You'll miss the blaze and glory of the 4th of July fireworks...
The taste of Captain Crunch...
If you're a boy, you'll miss the feeling the first time you reach up a
girl's shirt...
If you're a girl, the feeling the first time you reach down a boy's
pants...
You'll miss your favorite coat...
Waffles with whipped cream and strawberries...
Beating your friends at video games...
You won't be around to see what shape and color the new
marshmallow in Lucky Charms will be...
You'll miss the feeling you get when reminiscing about your first love -
thirty years after the fact...
The joy of giving and receiving at Christmas...
Skinny dipping...
Getting stoned, reading Green Eggs&Ham, and eating like a horse
that got loose in the grain bin...
Flying cars...
Hey, you were born, finish what you started!

Lost in Translation - Scarlett Johansson

....i'm so losted

marți, 15 ianuarie 2008

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...mai e un pic si va veni ziua mea...abia astept...ma tot gandesc ce imi doresc...cum vreau sa ma sarbatoresc...mi-am facut si o lista (Jurnalul lui Sebastian, jurnalul lui Jeni Acterian, bright crystal...my precious perfume...poate si Praga sau un aparat de fotografiat mai bun decat gioarsa mea de acum, o papausa de portelan sau albinuta aceea mascota pe care o tot visez de cateva zile...)...habar nu am ce o sa imi cumpar din toate astea si unde si cum o sa sarbatoresc...insa abia astept sa vina ziua mea!